I have zero ideas what to expect for today. Will I be sad, angry, will I feel like I am in a dark hole, or that I can’t breathe? 7 years ago today I gave birth to a healthy, beautiful, perfect 8lb 4oz baby girl. One of the BEST days ever! Throughout her infancy, I […]
A New Year is Here….
Since Charlotte passed, I have hoped and prayed for a dream with her in it. There was no smile, words, or laughter. I almost feel as if it is a reminder, from God, of how much better off she is in Heaven. Charlotte loved to celebrate ALL holidays! Any reason to smile, party, and be […]
It’s been so long…
I have told myself over and over that I needed to update. I had big plans of shouting from the rooftops about childhood cancer awareness in September. Months later, Nothing… It just so happens that as I am writing, I realize that today is 5 months! 5 WHOLE MONTHS! I’ve been told that time heals, […]